Minggu, 12 Agustus 2012

DETERMINATION


determination

noun
[mass noun]
  • 1the quality of being determined; firmness of purpose:those who succeed because of sheer grit and determination
  • 2the process of establishing something exactly by calculation or research:determination of molecular structures
  • Law the settlement of a dispute by the authoritative decision of a judge or arbitrator:expert determination
  • [count noun] Law a judicial decision or sentence.
  • 3the controlling or deciding of the nature or outcome of something:genetic sex determination
  • 4 Law the cessation of an estate or interest.
  • 5 archaic a tendency to move in a fixed direction

    the one that what i want to explore about now is determination referring to the first definition. 
    nowadays, this word seems like a ghost. i kinda lost this word from my spirit, but it keeps sounding in my head. i remember those time when i lost it some years ago. i kept looking to the sky, and always whispered 'sky is the limit. put some efforts on your life'. i try this also, but my determination had been gone away being swapped by Holland's cold wind. no, it's not its fault. may be it's mine; i don't stay strong enough to hold myself against the wind. 
    gotta stay focus on my goals. but my focus now kinda blurry too. 
    no matter what, i wanna stay strong and stronger.
    determination, i'd like to seek you everywhere i go. 
    sky is the limit.
    *kissing my index finger and pointing it high to the sky*